Something that made me ponder...

I heard something that totally put stuff into perspective for me...

Kata sahabat(bff):

kau tak nk pgg tangan die ke?(xbek dowh pgg2 tgn..haha)

kau tak nk celeb bday sama2 ngan die ke? just 2 of u

kau tak nk amik2 gamba ngan die ke?

kau tak nk tlg die masak2 ke?

kau tak nk date ngan die ke?

kau tak nk dgr die nangis kt ko kalau die ad prob ke?


Nak...ak nak....ak nak sume tuh....aku nak die jadi sebahagian dari hidup aku...tapi aku takut...aku taknak pisang berbuah tiga kali...aku tak sanggup untuk melalui lagi fasa hidup yg menyedihkn...tapi ak juga nak bahagia...sape yg xnak kn?...owh sesungguhnya hidup ini begitu rumit..

p/s: malu seyh tulis mende nh...hahahha...but its true....

Am I four years too late?

i've thinking about that alot...hurm...well thats life..hurmm...

Jatuh ditimpa tangga...

begitulah alkisahnya diri aku hari ini...setelah pulang dari membanting tulang di Lazzat..aku bergegas ke depan komputer ku...dengan penuh semangat aku menekan suis untuk menghidupkn PCku...berkali-kali ku menekan tetapi skrin definisi tinggi 22inci ku masih gelap..kaku tanpa sebarang kerlipan dari output kad grafik ati hd4850 ku..."WTF???" jerit hati kecilku sambil meronta-ronta...kenapa ini terjadi pada diriku..ketika hari cuti musim dinginku..baru semalam ak menginstall game yang diwar-warkan sebagai game terulung tika ini iaitu "Crysis Warhead"...tapi hari ini komputerku pula kiok tanpa sebarang amaran..aku ralat dengan keadaan ini...ak merasa seperti ingin menerajang pakcik tua didepan rumahku..aku ingin mengkarate kepala pemandu teksi yang selalu kurang ajar dijalan raya..ahhh..berbagai2 emosi mengisi ruang hatiku ini...panas hatiku..panas sekali..panas sehingga kedinginan musim salju yang mencecah 8 darjah selsius gagal menyejukkan hatiku...namun...setelah puas ak menyumpah seranah cpu ku, kad grafik, ram, microsoft vista, power supply, pekerja dinkums, pakcik depan rumah dan sebagainya...aku akur dengan kejadian ini...aku akur dengan kegoblokan yang melanda diri aku malam ini...aduhh..bala apa ini...lantas aku meminta bantuan che yum...bukan cik mariam...tetapi nazif atau cheyum name gelarannya...dengan bantuan jejaka berkepala seperti fesyen orang red indian apache ini..degan sistematik punca masalah cuba dikenalpasti...akhirnya dua komponen yang mungkin menjadi dalang disebalik segala kepincangan ini berjaya dikantoikan dengan jaya...aduhhh...nampak gayanya aku perlu mengorak langkah, menekan pedal atau memulas handel skuterku menuju ke MSY di North Melbourne...begitulah coretanku hari ini...inilah kisah aku sekeping roti...ehh...kisah akula...meran..huhu...sekian sahaja kawan2..wassalam

Free at last!! =)

Alhamdulillah at last my semester has ended today after i submitted my design folio...although its late by a day..huhu...cuakkkk...neways really glad that its over..=)...looking forward for the winter break to unwind and just relax before the whole madness that is the fourth year to start again..isk3...really2 wanna have a holiday..planning of going snowboarding in the near future...actually i dont care if im going to the zoo as long as im going somewhere..hehehe...owh theres also the Confederation Cup to look forward to..The games till today was awesome..especially Brazil vs Egypt...ok peeps..going to watch some long overdue movies..=)..i leave you guys with a clip of Leighton Meester from Gossip girl..never knew she could sing..unique style as well..+ she's gorgeous..hehe..owh speaking of Blair Waldorf..i have to find somebody that have Gossip Girl season 2..have to catch up with all the series i missed..okay enjoy the song..bye2

Prof prac 1 finished!!

Salam...finished my professional practice 1 today with a project submission and also an exam..hope ill do fine..hehe..been quite busy..slept at 6am last nite because our group was busy finishing up the submission..been watching house season 5 like crazy today..just wanna unwind for today...still have urbanism and design to look forward to...haish..have to bear with them for a little while longer..huhu..owhh...now my family is in hong kong holidaying...sigh...i wish i am with them at this moment...miss them terribly...but i know they will have a blast!! =)...and i already ordered mummy for a tshirt from disneyland..hehe..okay gonna continue watching house..till then..stay safe.

May Madness

Assalamualaikum...sorry for the cheesy title as i do not have any brilliant idea at the moment. Its been a while since i "merapu" here..There are many reasons...no internet..laziness...but the most important reason is that i am bloody busy at the moment. Assignments, projects, presentations, tests...woahhh..it kinda blew my mind away..Actually it is to be expected if you are an architecture student and nearing the last weeks of the semester...my end of may schedule is completely unbelievable but what can i say...life must go on...sigh...hope its winter already..i wanna go away for a snowboarding trip and also go to Sydney..shit! i have been here for almost 4years and i still have not set foot in Sydney..that must be some weird record or something...to think that i have been to Newcastle first...well more on that later..really i do not have anything to say at the moment..just pouring my crap to make it seems like i have not forgotten my little blog here..well i am hoping to post a better entry next time...maybe on some stuff like the Newcastle trip or something..have to get back to my tandoori chicken...the 2nd try for so long because i have been putting it off...aiyah..okeyla..meran out!!

Weird Bizarre Eccentric Dream

Yesterday my dream was very bizarre. I dream t that somehow the girl that i like for awhile(well quite along time aceli) and me were at her parents house. We were back from some kind of function or something. I was very much apart of their family. Well in the real world, Ive already met with the parents of my crush but under a very unique circumstances that is. Back to the dream, there i was with her..quite scared of the surrounding..confused aceli. N then her brother suddenly pop out of the house n saw us. He seems quite relaxed.i dont know why but i have this feeling that im doing something wrong..its not like we're doing maksiat or anything..huhu..its just the lingering feeling of uneasiness.. N then her parents came..again im scared shitless..but they were all very calm.."its like a weird scene in a muvie where the actor kinda thrusted into another body and he was freaking out but the people arround him just go like..are u nuts mate..ur fine" n then they kinda waited for me in a vehicle..i got ready n evrything n jumped in the car with them.My mind were racing with thoughts questions(why is this happening, how did i get here, when did this took place and all the shebang of the WH questions..funny how i still use critical thinking in my dreams^nerd alert^...the dream felt so real and i was totally immersed in it. It strangely felt that i was apart of their family. I dunno whether its a sign of things to come(yeah rite..) or just the devil playing a cruel joke on me. Like all bizarre dream, you wake up b4 u cn really comprehend wut happened to u..well thats the story of a totally bizarre but somewhat awkward n a bit of a pleasant dream..and im writing this using my htc touch pro on the bed at 3am..cuckooo...arghh i dont know why im still merapuing..nite